teach me to love

Romans 6:19-23
19I put this in human terms because you are weak in your natural selves. Just as you used to offer the parts of your body in slavery to impurity and to ever-increasing wickedness, so now offer them in slavery to righteousness leading to holiness. 20When you were slaves to sin, you were free from the control of righteousness. 21What benefit did you reap at that time from the things you are now ashamed of? Those things result in death! 22But now that you have been set free from sin and have become slaves to God, the benefit you reap leads to holiness, and the result is eternal life. 23For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.

i reali need to learn how to love... Jesus died fer my sins while i was so unworthy... God loves me so much while i m so unlovely... how come i cant show e same love He has fer His children? yes, cos im not God ma... but i muz learn... i m draw close to God to learn to love those He loves too... for surely, i need to love those who r dear to those who i love... sounds cheem?

oh well... its reali not ez to love someone. u can b neutral to pple but sometimes if those pple's characters or beliefs or way of livin r so radically different from ours, it is so hard to juz accept it especially when e person is someone whom is indirectly intertwined into ur life... do u hold ur grnd n stand firmly to ur beliefs? or do u relax ur standards n juz go wif e flow?

maybe i find it hard cos im not an easy-goin person. i hold strong beliefs n m quite extreme in some standards. gd n bad. gd dat it makes me perfectionist. bad dat it makes it difficult to live wif me cos others would find it hard to meet my standards, cos seriously, e world does not function e wae i do. i haf strong opinions abt certain things cos of my childhood n family background... time to let go n let God... help me Father... its so hard but i noe u can change me... i juz need to learn to release my grip...

on a lighter note... NDP preview was great!!! ^_^ due to technical glitch, can onli upload 1 foto after tryin fer half hour... so dudes, enjoy HAHAHA... someone!!! help me wif my pc!!!

check out our tattoos!!!!! ^_^

i can see clearly now the fonts are big

sing the title according to the song 'i can c clearly now e rain is gone...'

kekeke this post is dedicated to quack quack who complains she is gettin old (but she is my age so wat does dat mean) n need to squint to read my blog... therefore todae's blog has to b shorter cos big words makes e post SEEM longer n more loh soh... =P

(continuation of e song)
it's gona b a fun (echoes 'fun') fun (echoes 'FUN!') hapi weekend!!!!!

ok yes i think i m mad... vin's frens, yes please pray fer him... he got himself a crazy gf... kekeke... aiyah come on, its fri!!! weekend is here!!! let ur hair loose man!!!!! ^_^

wow im revertin back to my full-of-nonsense self... frances n wenhui gona complain again but oh well... im like super excited lor!!! lemme tell u y...

fri: 330-8pm finance fun event @ safra tampines (archery n jap buffet dinner)
1015pm-sat noon @ lim chu kang fish farm with vin n his mountaineerin frens
sat: 430-8pm NDP PREVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! majulah singapura!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_^
sun: supposed to visit mr gan at his church but i still cant get him?! maybe cos i call in e day n he goes out in e dae? tonite i'll try...

so can u understand my joy n feel my excitement???????? fish farm leh!!!!! so exciting!!!!! never go b4 hahahaha... n NDP PREVIEW!!!!!!!!!! i looooooooovvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeeee national day parades!!!!!!!!!!! feel so proud to b singaporean!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

The God of All Comfort

2 Corinthians 1: 3-11
3Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, 4who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from God. 5For just as the sufferings of Christ flow over into our lives, so also through Christ our comfort overflows. 6If we are distressed, it is for your comfort and salvation; if we are comforted, it is for your comfort, which produces in you patient endurance of the same sufferings we suffer. 7And our hope for you is firm, because we know that just as you share in our sufferings, so also you share in our comfort.
8We do not want you to be uninformed, brothers, about the hardships we suffered in the province of Asia. We were under great pressure, far beyond our ability to endure, so that we despaired even of life. 9Indeed, in our hearts we felt the sentence of death. But this happened that we might not rely on ourselves but on God, who raises the dead. 10He has delivered us from such a deadly peril, and he will deliver us. On him we have set our hope that he will continue to deliver us, 11as you help us by your prayers. Then many will give thanks on our behalf for the gracious favor granted us in answer to the prayers of many.

haha my passages r gettin longer n longer hor? =P oh well... felt dat this reali speaks to me at this point in time... dat i m goin thro this now so dat in future, i can comfort those who r goin thro this kinda physical sufferin as me... n dat i need to rely on God Almighty... e same God who could raise e dead, part e seas, create this beautiful world out of nothing... this same true n livin God who loves me... dat i will b healed... i juz need to receive His blessings fer this is not wat He desires fer me...

i'll b goin fer a specialist checkup on aug 2nd... to scan i guess... c wat e doc saes, most prob he noes nothin again ha ha ha... note e laughter is a cynical one, not e hahahahaha hapi one =P anywaez main objective is juz to get all my films back... e ones i took since many years back... humans r weird... even if we think dat nothin can b done, we juz wana go ahead n do it... juz like i noe e doc cant make me beta but i still go kekeke... oh well... =P

join me on this faith journey... vin shared wif me dat faith is a journey... it so definitely is... n im sure its a beautiful one... ^_^

Prayer Request

im gettin worried n i noe i shdnt cos God will heal me... but e human part of me thinks wat happens if i m paralysed... *sigh*

for all who noe me noe dat i haf a spine prob - early disc degeneration, since 8 years back. started as lower back pain such that i cant lie down straight flat on my back. doc diagnosed e cause due to an impact on my back, then he got confused n tot is a slipped disc. anywae, unconclusive so sent me fer physio n discharged me.

2 years later, it got worse n i couldnt walk one dae. squatted at my hall corridor for half hour n couldnt move. doc said go for mri n concluded its early disc degeneration due to an extra bone connectin my right hip to my spine. so sent me fer physio which as usual didnt work.

2 years back, e pain increased to include my neck n shoulder instead of onli affectin my back n leg. so i went to e doc again n did another mri. doc said it has affect my neck too n maybe now my whole spine is affected. by sayin affected means e discs between my spinal bones haf lost e elasticity due to e lack of water, thus any impact on my spinal cord by merely walkin or any stress on e spine would cause more pain to me than others. in other words, im like a old lady cos e spinal bone would rub against each other more since e discs between e spinal bone is not as thick n cant absorb e impact dat well anymore. guess after all this lengthy explanation, u all noe in a nutshell wats early disc degeneration la huh... actually im not exactly v sure myself aso cos e docs give me quite different explanations so i give up...

i've tried western docs, tie da, acupuncture, n now foot reflexology. all useless. e recent foot reflexology sinseh said dat its caused by my worryin attitude. if i dun wori so much abt life, it will b no more... if onli things r dat simple... ha ha ha... oh well... anywae, all these make me super disillusioned wif docs (chinese n english) n even myself. this is bad. e more my condition worsens, e less faith i haf in myself n sad to sae, God. but this shd not b e wae... i noe God will heal me n as things seem more bleak, e more i shd hold on to my source n e greatest Healer of all time...

yesterdae i had a relapse. felt like stroke. took sick leave to stay home. todae i had a major relapse. vin likes to ask me to rate my pain so dat he will noe. usually e max is 6 like yesterdae. todae was almost a 9... i felt paralysed from neck down... my whole body felt weak at first, then felt super heavy n i couldnt reali move. had to will myself to walk, to take e next step, n e next, n juz continue to walk back home. vin had to help me massage my back n neck to relief some of e pain. n he juz kept prayin n prayin n prayin fer me... when i was so lost n depressed... juz heard him claimin verse after verse after verse in my stupor... dat strong voice filled wif so much faith dat sounded so far away... but vin did not let me continue like this... he pulled me back from my lost state n asked me if i had e faith n said dat i need to haf faith... we both muz haf faith...

Faith...

finally i agreed. if in God i do not trust, who else can i count on in this time? so i nodded n said yes, i believe dat God can heal me. n had dat small bit of faith in me... i fell asleep. when i woke up, i was so much beta!!! e scale dropped to 3 n now i can sit here n proclaim dat God is good! thank God fer vin too... he is alwayz this strong pillar of support for me... alwayz pointin me back to God whenever i need someone to shake me n wake me up... haha... thanks dear =)

God is good, all the time.
n all the time, God is good!!! ^_^

so good...

why do pple like to hurt?

*sigh* based on observations arnd me n real life experiences, i conclude dat pple like to hurt cos they r hurt or they haf an inferiority complex... any takers for more reasons? think in general these r e 2 reasons... juz like e bully in sch goes arnd creatin havoc cos in his home, he is bein oppressed... ya! think its oppression!!!

oppression can come in 2 forms: external n internal. external bein e circumstances surroundin e person, b it someone else hurtin e person, or some circumstance dat makes e person become nastier; internal bein self inflicted. for some reason, e person choose to b oppressed by not releasin e hurts dat he/she has n feels e whole world owes him/her somethin n needs to b extra nice to e person...

y izit dat its human nature to wan to point fingers at others when somethin happens? cant they c dat its cos they were e ones who first did e wrong thing? cant they c dat its cos of their terrible attitude dat makes pple not wana b arnd em? cant they c dat things r not wat they think it is? y muz they haf such mentalities n attitudes? y muz they not onli think n feel dat wae, but go arnd sayin nasty things to pple n hurtin pple? cos man r fallen creatures. when e serpant gave e forbidden fruit to eve n she asked adam to eat it, wat happened when God found out? adam blamed eve n eve blamed e serpant. naturally e sin of man makes us point fingers at everyone but ourselves.

Genesis 3: 11-13
11 And he said, "Who told you that you were naked? Have you eaten from the tree that I commanded you not to eat from?"
12 The man said, "The woman you put here with me—she gave me some fruit from the tree, and I ate it."
13 Then the LORD God said to the woman, "What is this you have done?" The woman said, "The serpent deceived me, and I ate."

if when we r in a bad mood ourselves, or things r not lookin up, we can choose to juz smile at others still, choose to bless other still, n not open dat foul mouth of ours, this world would b a much beta place...

Colossians 3: 8-12
8But now you must rid yourselves of all such things as these: anger, rage, malice, slander, and filthy language from your lips. 9Do not lie to each other, since you have taken off your old self with its practices 10and have put on the new self, which is being renewed in knowledge in the image of its Creator. 11Here there is no Greek or Jew, circumcised or uncircumcised, barbarian, Scythian, slave or free, but Christ is all, and is in all.
12Therefore, as God's chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience.

our 1 year anniversary ^_^

dearly beloved, u r gathered here todae to witness e 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF VIN & JEAN!!!!! =)

our fav foto taken on our anniversary celebration!!! our best pic fer e year we r together... ^_^

hahahahaha... u guyz missed me??? super long never post hor?? cos im finally super duper busy at work!!!!! *takes a breather* this mornin on e train to wk, i realised i haven updated u all abt my life soooo here's a looong post again hahaha... used to wana post daily, but became once in 2 or 3 daes... hope daryl's prophecy dun come true... dat many will fall away... i dun wana fall away cos think this is a nice place to reflect n keep us all connected... =P

so yes e past few daes were all work... had a great time wif jack, elynn, yong, neleus, guishan, gerry n aileen on tues nite at waraku... waitin fer yong to send us e fotos of jack n elynn n hope da jie will send us e fotos of dat nite... so nice to c jack n elynn as man n wife... marriage is reali a huge step... a new phase of life... met guishan yesterdae fer lunch n we were tokin abt her plans fer her new home... n ya we r like, so many considerations n stuff... wow... u noe i used to think dat marriage is like, if we love each other, no issue liao, juz get married loh!!! but its not so ez leh... need to think abt issues like acceptin each other's families n especially fer e gal if she moves in to stay wif her husband's family... vin n me toked abit abt this last nite... its like e sense of ownership of e home is different fer e gal. e guy won't understand cos his home is still his home n his new home is aso his home. but fer e lady, his family's home is still his family's home but their new home would b her home... anywae, wah! 1 issue can tok so long, let alone other issues to settle when considerin marriage... dats where e marriage preparation course comes into play to let e couple reali understand each other much more b4 proposal...

thurs was nice... peggy n hwang reali v funny... they kept ravin abt how pretty n sweet i looked (r u all pukin now? HAHAHA) n told me to parade arnd e office... we even took quite a few pics together wif lilian aso... reali m blessed to haf such nice n warm colleagues in office... was feelin abit down in e mornin but went fer breakfast wif peggy n hwang n they reali lifted my spirits... both of em r parents of teenagers liao but can still joke so much... they v funny leh... i like to read Today n walk to office n occasionally glance up in case i bang into pple. so they posed like statues at our building entrance n waited fer me to walk into em but heh heh i looked up kekeke... aiyah hard to describe... but im reali so hapi n thank God fer this group of frens i haf in office...

abt last nite. vin was so sweet. he bought me a rose... 1st time he got me a flower!!! ^_^ muz upload our pics one dae fer u all to c... i like it alot when we both look nice in a picture... sometimes i look terrible n sometimes vin looks tired... takin fotos is reali an art sia!!! (ok i noe yong n wenhui gona complain dat i tokin rubbish again hahaha... dun u both juz miss my rubbish??? heh heh) vin brought me to The Legends at Fort Canning to a fine dining jap restaurant... called HIBIKI... kekeke... cute name huh... it was a real nice place... great food wif great ambience... we ate 1) sword fish sashimi 2) lobster salad 3) beef sukiyaki... about $160!!!!! r u amazed??? hahaha 2 pple can eat so much... vin v cute, when he made reservations, he asked for the 'romantic corner' kekeke... overall it was a fantastic dining experience but at 910pm they started to wash e dishes n clean up e place n made alot of noise so abit spoil la e atmosphere... but oh well... nmind i enjoyed myself enuff...

tonite got cell so cant meet vin though its our 1 year anniversary. vin aso spendin e nite wif his brothers. dats y we celebrated last nite instead. todae need to wk till 5 instead of e 330 dat i can leave... cos got meeting till then... nmind got so much of stuff to do... juz wk loh... keke... anywae i need to wk on my discipline... realised i need to do things faster n stop procrastinating... these few months, my pace has slowed down tremendously... vin's cross-stitch meant fer his bdae i still haven finish (ya dowers, i tok so much durin dow n do n do but still haven finish till todae hahaha) still got a few things in my life dat i can do much faster but i delay... cant reali write here... as per thomas, its my blog so i shd write all n not hide any, but then hor, its on the net u c, so there r alot of things u cant write else some pple, whom r not supposed to c this part of e blog, might chance upon e blog then... things will not b lookin up anymore... kekeke...

so long, adios amigos, n hope u all can hear from vin soon HAHAHAHAHA =P

Reflections...

Romans 4: 20-21
20Yet he did not waver through unbelief regarding the promise of God, but was strengthened in his faith and gave glory to God, 21being fully persuaded that God had power to do what he had promised.

i noe dat God will protect me... in my wk, i was faced wif a colleague dat made me feel dat e hard work n effort dat i put in my job is futile cos dat colleague feels dat dat particular thing can anyhow do one... but i noe dat i m to do my best in my wk fer i m doin it fer God... n finally yesterdae it was made clear dat this thing needs to b given our best efforts cos its monitored by e upper management... so thank God... He reminded e colleague of mine usin a high level management dat this needs to b taken seriously... so its gd... our hard wk is recognised by e Lord n God has e power to do wat He has promised - dat i will b rewarded fer e efforts i put in... cos e management gave us credit fer e hard wk we put in... ^_^

in e workplace n even e world, we usually become critcal n cynical abt everythin... tokin bad abt pple n things n bein negative n discouragin to pple... i m guilty of dat... but we need to remind ourselves daily dat this is not to b e wae... even if our colleagues resort to schemin waes to climb up e corporate ladder n leavin us eatin their dust, we muz remain firm in God's Word n His righteousness... to do wat Jesus would do...

1 Peter 2: 1-6
1Therefore, rid yourselves of all malice and all deceit, hypocrisy, envy, and slander of every kind. 2Like newborn babies, crave pure spiritual milk, so that by it you may grow up in your salvation, 3now that you have tasted that the Lord is good.
4As you come to him, the living Stone—rejected by men but chosen by God and precious to him— 5you also, like living stones, are being built into a spiritual house to be a holy priesthood, offering spiritual sacrifices acceptable to God through Jesus Christ. 6For in Scripture it says: "See, I lay a stone in Zion, a chosen and precious cornerstone, and the one who trusts in him will never be put to shame."

What a weekend!!!

To my loyal fans, you must have missed me... =P

wonderin how im feelin now rite? kekeke after those past few weird soundin posts fret no more for jean is back!!!!! heh heh... cover ur eyes n ears fer e crazy zabor RETURNSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

*yawn* super tired man... this weekend is like power packed... as u all noe, fri was emotionally draining fer me... n it dragged on to sat... then fri nite went to jack n elynn's hotel room to 'nao dong fang' which was sooo fun!!!!! an aside, their wedding is so wonderful!!!! its so like d&d leh... after e formal foto-takin, jack n elynn came over to e tables n we all in different groups went to e back of e room to take soooo many pics!!!! then jack kie is e first (n onli i think) groom dat i haf seen, dat took a bottle of wine to ask pple to drink wif him!!! kekeke... tok abt tryin to make e groom drunk... =P left at 1 plus then reached home to tok to vin till 4 so was like physically tired too...

then sat rushed to orchard at 11 to grab a white shirt which i reserved fer vin's convo, which is e next dae, but i forgot to collect durin e week... then went to vin's place n we toked alot n thank God finally resolved liao... then 6 plus went to wenhui's house warmin which was so fun!!!!! watched little mermaid fer e FIRST TIME~! =) the songs r so nice... *gushes* n wow wenhui's house is reali nice... *sigh* so nice to haf a home of ur own... guess dats everyone's dream... ooo lay on wenhui's 7k bed woohoo~~~ had a great time tokin to nelly, yong n wenhui... then rem abt e times we spent at bintan... WENHUI IF U READIN THIS, HAF U BOOKED E CHALET FOR DEC??? =P we keep remindin each other to ask u, but we keep forgettin to ask!!!!! kekeke...

ok so dats sat... oh!!!! sat has not ended!!! so vin sent yong to outram mrt then sent nelly home (she stays juz a few blocks away from vin!!!! *shocked* yeaaaaa next time can go find neleus liao yippee!!!!~~~) then we went to his place n suddenly decided to watch Germany vs Portugal at 3am... so we quickly slept fer 2 hours then rushed to dale's place n watched an utterly boring match... portugal did not haf e heart to play!!! come on man, at least get a 3rd placin is v gd liao fer a small country like em... y did they focus on e disappointment of not gettin into top 2 placing n give up on themselves?! *sigh* in e end, onli after e 2 goals by germany did they wake up... but it was too late... another thing, y was figo onli put in fer e last 15min??? considerin he's their captain, its his last international match n he was super on form dat nite!!!! had alot of good passes dat led to a few shots on goal!!!!! but oh well... its all up to scolari's tactics which i didnt understand dat nite... anywae wateva... ended wif a predictable germany win...

so ya dats reali sat. after e match, rushed home to grab my stuff then went to vin's place to concuss again fer an hour plus then rushed fer his convo, which he had to reach by 9am (u can c dat we haf progressed on to sun mornin)... haha yes u can imagine, vin n me were half asleep durin his convo... but it was reali fun, him takin pics wif his frens n wif his family n we goin to supreme court n e places nearby to take fotos... n pple lookin at us n congratulatin us... yes, i aso donned my grad gown to take pics wif him HAHAHAHAHA... act young hor?! oeiii same age as vin la where got act young?! =P juz dat i graduated 3 years earlier onli ma... =P kekeke... time flies... i graduated 3 years ago man... super long... suddenly realised my post is super long man... ok la, cos sat/sun never post so bear wif me la hor?? =) anywae im sure u all LOVE to read our blog rite... hiaks ^_^

later part of sun we went to his auntie's place wif his dad fer his cousin's bdae celebration... (haf somethin v exciting to joyful to share but maybe next time cos i pai sei hahahaha n aso cos todae's blog too long la) watched pirates of e carribean there!!!! johnny depp is such a great actor n PIRATES is such a fantastic show!!!!! (suddenly feel like goin JB u noe y la... OEI DOW TEAM!!!!!! WHEN WE GOIN JB FER SEAFOOD N STUFF???????!!!!!!!! kekeke) dats dow fer u... we like to tok abt alot of things but in e end, we never do em hahahaha... yong n i concluded dat fer dow, last min events wk best... like e last min jioing of e team to watch brazil at yong's place... n e last min suppers... kekeke... even jack aso think so... its lidat wif a big grp la... but reali nice... reali treasure this team n e closeness we share... even after ko, yong n me haf left e company...

wahhh i reali tok alot leh... ok la... so much more to share but nmind... too bad... im tired liao... actually i type this blog so dat i will keep awake lei... fallin asleep now sia... kekeke =P tonite meetin vin, dan n evon!!! dan's back from vietnam fer a week!!!! evon's our sec sch fren... yea so hapi can c em... so long dudes!!!~~~ *waves*

in case u all got confused by e dates... cos its states dat e blog is posted on sun 1037pm, dat was e time i STARTED to blog... but finally finish blogging on MONDAY 10am... =P

Here's my heart

Sigh... today was a terrible day by all standards. My sister got hurt by me for not getting her a ticket to my commencement ceremony this Sunday. Turned out that it was a series of issues that culminated to this "outburst". Drove to her place to talk to her and we're finally reconciled. I'm glad we talked. We concluded that it was due to lack of communication between the both of us, so we decided that we'll call each other once in awhile to have a chit chat.

Then when I reached home, Jean got upset with me for being so ready to "pacify" my sis when she's upset, while I don't do that to her at her down days. Now I'm still waiting for her to come back home from her friend's wedding dinner.

Actually I really love her alot. She's my sunshine, she really brings a smile on my face with her humour and cute-ness. She's there when I was down and sad. She's usually very understanding and patient with me. Like today, when she knew that I was upset, she kept calling me to cheer me up. I hope she really understands and is assured of my love for her. How I wish I could take out my heart so that she can see how it beats for her....

In fact, though I was just lamenting to myself why I ended up having to "pacify" 2 women tonight, I realise that I'm actually very blessed to have them in my life. My sister has always been by my side supporting me through my various pursuits, taking such good care of me. Now, Jean's like taking the baton from my sister... and she's been such a blessing to me through our 1 year together! We're actually approaching our 1 year anniversary this coming Friday!

Dear, thanks for being such a blessing in my life. I love you! =)

I wanna make you smile, whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
And all I wanna do, is grow old with you

I'll get you medicine, when your tummy aches
Build you a fire when the furnace breaks
And all I wanna do, is grow old with youuuuuu

tough choices in life

in life we r often faced wif many decisions. most of em r easy choices to make. within split seconds we decide if we want to wake up, if we wan to go to do our big business before we leave e house, if we should smile at that seemingly familiar face...

but sometimes we r faced wif decisions that would hurt one party or e other... n we need to rationalise who would get the lesser hurt n wat decision would let everyone b satisfied... but most of e time, we can never satisfy everyone. cos we all haf conflicting views n selfish desires. everyone wants their wae. furthermore, everyone has different backgrounds and life experiences. so how can we expect pple to understand our point of view n for us to understand others?

life is tough. nobody said dat life is easy. its how we handle it ultimately. whether we can let go of everythin n let God. but its not as easy as a touch of e button. we need to b renewed everydae... tokin is so easy, juz movin a few muscles on e face. but doin requires cooperation of e whole body. so much inertia. so many considerations. but we can n we must...

dum dum dum da da da dum dum dum dum dum dum...

help!!!~~~ superman is flying arnd in my head!!! cant stop thinkin n humming e superman tune... if i had e ringtone, i'd change my hp ringtone to superman rite now!!! but i dun haf it... *sob* someone... send it to me...

ok la... e show is not FANTASTIC... but its not bad!!! save for e first part which was so draggy n *rolls eyes* n *yawn*... but once superman started flying arnd... wow wow wow!!! it was like wah sei, woooh, ahhhh!!! as they sae... it's a bird, it's a plane, NOOO IT'S SUPERMAN!!!!!

superman ma... everythin aso can do... u will b amazed at e stunts he can do... hahahaha bring a rocket into orbit, stop a crashing plane, use his eyes to burn (oh sounds like cyclops...) n blah blah blah... finally my burnin question was answered... DOESNT HE HAF A WEAKNESS????????? for v long, i tot his onli weakness was women... but ahhh he does haf a fatal weakness... (which i tot was v lame e wae they did it cos his speedy recovery made me think of wolverine)... he's like basically, totally, completely indestuctible lor...

n hor, he looks so fake!!!! but good la... i think gd choice for superman n louis lane... anywae enuff of ravin abt e show hahaha... todae i juz feel overall sian duno y... when im sian then i think alot n think of all e worst things dat can happen in my life... *shudders*

superman!!!!!!! save meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....

Superman!!!!!

Q: Why is superman's clothes so tight fitting???

think about it hahahaha... if u r curious enuff, i will tell... =P

watchin free movie screenin by my company later!!! *sigh* since mon i had a system issue n 6-7 pple called/message/emailed me regarding it n it is still not solved... n its my close week n i need e reports... so now pple need to pull e reports fer me... so troublesome fer myself n them... sianz... technology... *shakes head*

realised proverbs is so rich with wisdom sia!!! juz proverbs 18 is amazing me liaoz... some extracts below...

Proverbs 18
2 A fool finds no pleasure in understanding
but delights in airing his own opinions.
4 The words of a man's mouth are deep waters,
but the fountain of wisdom is a bubbling brook.
10 The name of the LORD is a strong tower;
the righteous run to it and are safe.

2 introverts!!! ^_^

well, thought is gd to change the title of our blog!!! vin said no need to change title but then hor... i think here think there... weird la... 'the life of an introvert' is abt ONE person ma... not TWO ma... so change to this...

cos vin saes he is aso an introvert...

*yawn* n who is e one who proclaimed dat im not an introvert?! *scoffs* anywae since e both of us r livin in our fantasy introverted world, then so b it... welcome welcome all to our lives!!! =)

(but u will hear much more from me cos vin is v bz n wun blog much... whereas im bz but m talkative... so will like to yak away here... =P)

verses to meditate on...

Luke 6: 32-36
32"If you love those who love you, what credit is that to you? Even 'sinners' love those who love them. 33And if you do good to those who are good to you, what credit is that to you? Even 'sinners' do that. 34And if you lend to those from whom you expect repayment, what credit is that to you? Even 'sinners' lend to 'sinners,' expecting to be repaid in full. 35But love your enemies, do good to them, and lend to them without expecting to get anything back. Then your reward will be great, and you will be sons of the Most High, because he is kind to the ungrateful and wicked. 36Be merciful, just as your Father is merciful.

Oh Lord, I need You
Oh Lord, I receive You
Here in my heart,
Here in my soul,
Take complete control...

sometimes we realise we r such terrible pple... especially women, we tok abt others n get upset at e slightest things cos we r made to b more sensitive... eve was created from flesh - from adam... whereas adam was created from dust... understandably men r more unfeelin n insensitive cos of this... muz learn to b one wif e Spirit so as to bless those arnd me, especially those dear to me...

brazil no more... =(

brazil is out. i m sad. *sob*

England vs Portugal

at amos's place wif vin now... currently 2nd half of extra time... sian sia... if not i aso wun come n blog... y sia??? nil nil nil nil nil nil for so long... *fainted* come on!!! gime a goal!!!!!

some observations:
1) crouch is super skinny sia!!! vin n me so scared his bones break each time we c him runnin arnd/dribbling e ball/tackling someone
2) hargreaves is super fit man!!! running arnd everywhere man!!! everywhere e ball is, he is leh...
3) both keepers r good sia!!! an aside, lampard v suey, all e balls on target but cant score a goal...
4) wayne rooney v sad case leh... kena red card... *sigh* who ask him to push ronaldo... dat turned e yellow card to a fatal red... amos gave me new information: ronaldo n rooney r in e same team - man u, and ronaldo is supposed to feed rooney wif e balls for e club...
5) carragher kena sub in e last min of extra time cos england expect penalties... sian hor? but amos sae it shows he is impt... but aso sian la hor?
6) 120min of runnin arnd is no joke man?! vin asked would u b able to run 120min? amos said he would if he was given 50-70k pounds a week. but vin said 'ya but u need to prove u can run 120min before they would pay u so much'... haha true...
7) quite a few of e players r catholics cos can c em thankin God
8) sad to admit this but england is playin beta than portugal... they can hang on wif onli 10 men for so long n still bein so attacking...
9) simao's jersey is super tight... vin sae y his team-mates go against him, never advise him to wear e rite size... hahahaha =P
10) ronaldo is damn attitude... he v bad one leh!!! he incited rooney to push him cos he purposely make him angri cos dats rooney's weak spot - impulsive!!!

ok penalty shoot out now. no more blogging. later gona rush to pick wenhui to go casurina for prata then go frances house watch BRAZIL WINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN =)

Germany vs Argentina

missed me? well todae was a busy dae... knocked off at 510pm instead of the usual 330pm, or rather 350pm... had to close up on some issues, answer some last min requests, n pack my cube... yes, pack up... not dat im leavin e company, but we r doin a reshuffling... finally i'll b sittin wif my team... but i'll reali miss my neighbours who haf brought so much laughter, warmth n joy to my first 5 months... life goes on...

watched my 1st world cup match todae... n i came home wif a heavy heart... dats y u can c many '.....' n no repeated letters to bring out my enthusiasm n no smilies... cos im sad dat argentina had to lose this wae...

first things first. it was real fun watchin e match wif my frens at their homes... yes, their homeS... caught e first half at thom's place wif vin n amos... then we took vin's car to sam's place (3mins away) cos sam's down wif fever so its gd he stay home to watch... at his place, we watched wif sam, his parents n his uncle!!! so cool huh... it was real fun cheerin e teams on n shoutin 'GOAL!!!' n 'WAH LAUUUUU' hahaha... yea thinkin abt it makes me smile... wat an experience... =)

anywae, *sigh* pity e argentina keeper... think he had quite a bad fall n quite a serious injury man... else y would he pull his shorts so low juz so he can grab his body... in e end, reali resulted to penalties... dats reali sad... cos its all abt heng suey... not abt e skill n teamwk anymore, but down to e individuals...

abt e match... dun like e referee cos there were some fouls dat he didnt card fer germany but felt he was slightly biased against argentina... but he redeemed himself in extra time... so gd fer him... actually rite from e start, we somehow know dat germany would win argentina... juz dat it was not a convincin win... win due to penalties... yucks... argentina reali played well n held on well even though their keeper n playmaker n star striker got substituted out... to me, they reali proved to b a stronger team than germany... but juz by sheer luck, germany got in... my heart reali goes out to argentina... but they shouldnt haf created a din straight after e match on e field cos it doesnt reflect well... to me, e referee didnt make any decisions dat would haf cost argentina a goal... its all their own play n e argentina coach's tactics... guess he never thought dat it would go into penalties... else he wouldnt take out his 2 penalty takers... oh well... dats football for u... its a team game driven by e coach/manager...

anywae everyone did their best im sure n i juz wan brazil to win e world cup HAHAHA =P