Choices

life is so interesting... if u notice, we r a paradox... we can complain abt XYZ till e cows come home then when ZYX (e reverse) happens, we can still complain n b unhapi... dun understand? ok please continue readin... =P

so i was at a crossroads a month ago... but it peaked 2 weeks ago (wow onli 2 weeks but it seemed sooo long... time reali drags when u feel miserable man hahaha) n i was at a total loss regardin my future... it seemed dark n bleak n i didnt noe wat i was doin, wat i was expectin, wat would happen...

but i muz admit i didnt fast n pray n seek God daily abt it... too caught up in my sorrow (irritating humans alwayz wallow n self pity n never go to e source hahaha) dat i onli said a few short prayers this dae n dat dae n seeked God here n there... but God is alwayz so good... so faithful... n in Him we trust n noe dat He has it all worked out fer us if onli we juz give our lives to Him n walk in His ways...

yes i almost left but God told me to wait. so i waited painstakingly... though things r not settled... not even 20% confirmed but at least things r lookin up... i finally feel abit happier, there IS a hope n a future dat God has in store for us... dat is wat faith is abt... believin in God even when e results r yet unseen cos He is a faithful Father!!!

lesson learnt: in times of trouble n downtime, alwayz confess dat our God is a sovereign God cos most definitely He will lift us up in due time...

so therefore everyone, i continue to wait. things r lookin up. they alwayz r lookin up even when im lookin down... lets learn to alwayz look up Heaven-ward... ^_^

(realised never explain my introduction... so when things get beta n i m faced wif a few options, i can aso feel sian dat i duno wat to do n wat to choose hahaha... but no i shall not complain cos is there anyone who complains abt e blessings in their lives??!!!)

our sovereign God

extracted from Prime Time with God
"I will greatly rejoice in You, LORD, my soul shall be joyful in my God; for You have clothed me with the garments of salvation, You have covered me with the robe of righteousness" (based on Isaiah 61:10). Whom and what shall I fear...why should I worry...when the all-powerful God of Creation has reached out and lifted me up, saving me and sanctifying me and covering me with righteousness through the sacrificial blood of the Lamb of God. He is my sun and my shield, my provider and protector, my heavenly Father whom I shall go to at the appointed time and shall spend eternity with Him. Thank You, God, for Your promises that never fail. You are honest and true. I love You. In Jesus' name, amen.

so many things in our life that can weigh us down. but we have a choice... to choose to look to God n trust in Him... men will fail but God never fails...

Déjà vu

11 months ago, i was going through this.
similarly kick-started by those around me.
will history repeat itself?
im sure anythin dat happens will be for the better... stay close to God n hear His voice...

the same mixed emotions, uncertainty, confusion...
however, this time the feelings are more muffled. maybe cos i've been through it once. maybe i am already desensitized. maybe cos that time was a terrible period... stay close to me, i need your support...

it is time to update it, start the engine and again, think about life.

camera, lights, action!

btw, realised some of u like to look at pics so shall post some nice pics fer ur viewing pleasure ^_^


our new sanctuary!!! looks sooo different now... lemme TRY to find a pic of e old sanctuary...

best i can find of e old sanctuary... maybe got a better one but im lazy to thrawl through all my fotos... =P wonder if i will ever back up e thousands of fotos i haf in my pc... hee... love fotos...

vin n me wif ping n pris at nokia starlight cinema... ping's band - King Kong Jane, played b4 e start of e show n they r gd!!! =)

juz wanted to post this cos vin n i wearin e same t-shirts ha ha ha... (our bdaes comin up soon so u all noe wat to do la hor...) btw this was in vietnam while we were waitin fer dan's chauffer to come pick us...