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my sec sch n jc fren juz left us... he took his life last week... duno if he left on thurs nite or fri morn but he was discovered on fri afternoon... if e person who saw him on fri morn reported earlier, would he haf been saved? nobody noes...

durin worship in church yesterdae i was so overwhelmed by grief... his parents, his frens, his fans, his students... all of em muz b in great pain now... to think dat such a hapi guy would in a blink of an eye juz disappear from e face of e earth juz lidat... one dae he is still arnd, now he is no longer...

sori to those who r hurtin n haf to b reminded of e pain when u read this... we hurt together n we need to pull thro this together...

actually i haven been in touch wif him since jc... maybe onli once or twice i toked to him from then till now... but my main memories of him r all of e past... his singing, his smiles, his innocence, his goofiness... they would all b buried in our hearts now...

wat xm said is true, wat is more sad is y he chose to take this path... could no one haf helped to advice him otherwise? i think wat is most painful is fer those who knew he was strugglin n yet didnt take dat extra step to ensure that he is ok...

thro this i learnt dat i need to b more concerned abt those arnd me... n not live juz fer my convenience... even if im extremely tired, i shd still go n b there fer my frens who need me... cos God will give me e increase n capacity fer my physical health to b ok... fer u never noe wat dat comforting hug or reassurin pat on his/her shoulder can do to e person...

fer those who r feelin depressed cos of some circumstance in ur life, hey, theres nothin too great dat God cant help u wif... n theres nothin dat can cause u to take ur life ok? u definitely haf frens arnd n pple who love n care fer u... at e very least, there is me... n at e very most, there is alwayz God whom u can turn to... let's not do anythin silly such dat e next mornin i wake up, i open my eyes to a world wif one less fren...

he was a great guy... full of smiles n touched many lives... he's like a spark dat burned brightly fer dat period of time dat he was arnd... he will alwayz b in our hearts...

forgive me if im makin no sense, cos i aso duno wat to sae... do keep his family n close ones in prayer...