Wednesday, December 06, 2006


met ken/jem/shianni last nite n ken asked jem somethin interestin abt a fren: 'does she noe wat is e meanin of faith?' - ok ken e lawyer, if u r readin this, dun pick on my words cos i dun articulate as well as u n might not rem if u said those exact same words hahaha... but then again, he might not b so bo liao as to read my blog =P

ya, do we noe wat is e meanin of faith? believing in things yet unseen... aethists would say that its pyschoing ourselves that somethin would happen. vin said success is made up of ignorance n confidence... but oh well, logically speakin, we haf faith in everythin!!! we haf faith dat when we take e next step, e law of gravity would enable us to stay on e ground n not float arnd; we haf faith dat when we call someone's name, e person would respond to e sound of our voice; we haf faith dat when we sleep at nite, e sun will rise up e next mornin n e alarm clock will ring... so on n so forth... wat m i tryin to drive at man?! e meanin of faith to me...

extracted from Prime Time with God
You can be a believer yet act as though there is no God. Whenever you fret over life circumstances, you immediately demonstrate unbelief. Whenever you move out of fear or anxiety, you believe a lie about God's nature.Each day your actions affirm or convict you of your belief system. It reveals who the central focus of your life really is - you or God. It reveals who you place your ultimate trust in - you or God. It is one of the great paradoxes for believers. One day we can believe Him to move mountains. The next day we can question His very existence.

how true... a few weeks ago, i trusted God completely in one aspect of my life dat i found so hard to hand over to Him. i told God dat if i dun hand over, He cant do His magic cos im clingin on to it so tightly. then juz last nite i told God dat maybe this mountain would never move cos this mountain thinks dat it has all right to stay in my way but i think dat it is right dat e mountain shd move. so maybe e mountain shd stand in my way forever n i shd juz live wif it... *shudders* how scary e thought... y would God allow dat to happen to me??? if i walk in His ways, i would noe His desires fer my life n dat He wants to give me THE BEST!!! n THE BEST means no mountains!!! no sadness!! no worries!! of cos life wun b a bed of roses la... but then again, i think life IS a bed of roses (FULL OF THORNS)... hahaha =P ok but back to e point... God wun let me suffer fer e rest of my life n He will provide a way out!!! ^_^

Romans 4:3-5
3What does the Scripture say? "Abraham believed God, and it was credited to him as righteousness."
4Now when a man works, his wages are not credited to him as a gift, but as an obligation. 5However, to the man who does not work but trusts God who justifies the wicked, his faith is credited as righteousness.

ah hah!!! so i shd stop tryin to work out every aspect of my life n plan it out n do things in order dat things would go e wae i want... shd juz let go n let God... of cos dat doesnt mean sit down n shake leg but juz prayerfully do my daily stuff n noe a basic idea of wat is to come n continue to seek after God dat He will accomplish in me wat He originally set out to do... for He who began a good work in me will carry it on to completion until e dae of Christ Jesus!!! wah seh... tough man!!! especially when i was brought up to b super disciplined n systematic in everythin i do... there muz alwayz b a plan n a contingency plan fer every aspect of my life... how to change ah??? kekeke... ask God loh... =)

Romans 4:20-25
20Yet he did not waver through unbelief regarding the promise of God, but was strengthened in his faith and gave glory to God, 21being fully persuaded that God had power to do what he had promised. 22This is why "it was credited to him as righteousness." 23The words "it was credited to him" were written not for him alone, 24but also for us, to whom God will credit righteousness—for us who believe in him who raised Jesus our Lord from the dead. 25He was delivered over to death for our sins and was raised to life for our justification.

wow dat was a mouthful... gona take some time to bang it into me... *knock knock* but hey God is good man!!! so glad He showed this to me n taught me so much... ok on a lighter note, enjoy some fotos... =)

after a long wait of 8 years, e world finally gets to c jean back in action!!! kekeke... believe it or not, i took part in my company's bowling tournament!!! hahaha... it was GREAT FUN!!! n i achieved my highest score of 106 *shocked* anywaez my team mates think dat we r e best lookin team so enjoy this pic HAHAHA... =P

my predecessor, sharon, n i... in case u haven noticed, yes i cut my hair hahaha... still tryin to get used to it... but like it beta than e previous one... but still think i look beta in long hair... e sailormoon one... =P

nicer, younger n sweeter hor??? =P maybe i shd haf a poll hahaha... or maybe i juz look older after a year?! *sigh* y do women age so fast after we start wk??? >_<