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vin bought me a book last sunday entitled...

HIDDEN FEARS - Overcoming Obsessions, Compulsions & Phobias

the part he bought it for was the section 'Phobias - What are they?' and especially the chapter 'It's a cockroach!'

shucks... now that that thing has a post dedicated indirectly to it on our blog AND i typed it's name out here... yucks...

and by the way, there was a nymph in his dad's car today and vin FORCED me to use paper to brush it out of the car and he watched... then proudly proclaimed that i am on my road towards conquering my fears!? grrr... i feel scared thinking about what more is to happen... cant imagine one day being no longer scared of it and not running at break-neck speed in its opposite direction the next time i see it... but then again, i never NEVER want to see it again!!!!!

life is full of contradictions and tough paths to follow eh? haha...