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guess dats y we need wedding coordinators... we cant do it alone...

i haf been researchin like crazy since e dae we decided to get married in Jul08. readin up fer many hours per dae n been sleepin real late fer weeks... things went reali well n we managed to book e banquet venue n bridal studio in less than a mth from vin's proposal. but after signin e bridal studio, suddenly i felt super tired n worried.

anxiety attack.

i started to doubt all e research dat i've been doin. actually it was onli fer e bridal studio dat i was super worried abt. cos we didnt take long enuff time to ponder over this. we took abt 3 weeks to choose e banquet venue n less than 2 weeks to decide on e bridal studio. we went to SAFRA country club 3 times b4 decidin on it but on our 2nd visit to Blush Blush, we signed. n i felt we were pushed into signin. so i felt terrible.

i started thinkin dat i got e worst deal ever cos e photography was not nice, they might charge us extra, not many people signed wif em, they don't do make up fer my mum, they cant give vin an additional vest in place of e shiny lapels that they want to offer him... blah blah...

but then i failed to rem dat i love their gowns, it is much cheaper than e other place i was considerin, i no need to pay for dry-cleaning cost, e make up artist is famous, i can keep my wedding gown, i feel more comfortable wif em, etc... =))) thank God fer vin who is this strong pillar of objectivity n not as emotional as me to keep remindin me of these positive things...

u noe when we keep focusin on negativities, it juz goes in a downward spiral n things juz look extremely bleak. but hey, as my frens arnd me keep tellin me, pay alreadi ma so juz trust in em n get e best out of e package!!! make sure i get great service from em n incur no more additional costs!! case closed!!! yeah!!!

joyce was a great help todae too... such a dear... she toked to me fer a few hours on e catering, photography, actual dae plans, n so much more... gave me a great sense of peace dat everythin is in control... knowin dat there is someone whom i can turn to for help, who can give me great advice n support, who noes exactly wat can or cant b done, who can help me plan everythin according to e circumstances dat im in...

God is good... ^_^

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